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Book Review: “Chlorine” By Jade Song

This is a book I know I wouldn’t have ever picked up on my own. I had heard decent reviews regarding the story but in all honesty I thought the book was much bigger than it truly was and a book about mermaids didn’t really strike a chord within me. I am very grateful for my friend Syd who asked to buddy read this with me along with Ireland and Katie, all of which are my best friends on Bookstagram.

**Spoilers ahead if you have not read the book. **

“I guess hearts are slippery because they’re covered in blood. I wish I could bleed mine dry. Then I’d miss you less.”
Jade Song, Chlorine

About The Book

Author: Jade Song

Publisher: William Morrow

Published Date: March 28th, 2023

Page Count: 256 Pages

Main Genre: Horror/FIction

GoodReads Rating: 3.65

Format: Physical Book

“I died and regenerated every month. How else could I define the experience? The reasonable explanation was death. I decided when my body was wheeled into the morgue, the coroner would declare I died of being a woman. Which was far better than dying of being a man.”
Jade Song, Chlorine

Synopsis

Ren Yu is a swimmer. Her daily life starts and ends with the pool. Her teammates are her only friends. Her coach, her guiding light. If she swims well enough, she will be scouted, get a scholarship, go to a good school. Her parents will love her. Her coach will be kind to her. She will have a good life.

But these are human concerns. These are the concerns of those confined to land, those with legs. Ren grew up on stories of creatures of the deep, of the oceans and the rivers. Ones that called sailors to their doom. Ones that dragged them down and drowned them. Ones that feasted on their flesh. Ones of the creature that she’s always longed to become: mermaid.

Ren aches to be in the water. She dreams of the scent of chlorine–the feel of it on her skin. And she will do anything she can to make a life for herself where she can be free. No matter the pain. No matter what anyone else thinks. No matter how much blood she has to spill.

Synopsis From GoodReads

“As a mermaid, I now recognize how winning places the self within a construct of hierarchy over other bodies—a false construct. There’s no victory when someone else loses.

But back then, oh, how I adored winning. The rush of it all! You poor humans. You’ll never learn to be better, not when winning is so addictive.”
Jade Song, Chlorine

Rating

Review

Reading this book as a buddy read was the right way to go. Getting to talk about the underlining meanings was really helpful. Was this book about mermaids or mental health? Maybe Both?

My main consensus is that our character was struggling with mental health issues. From her dad leaving her and her mom at such a young age, her swimming being compulsive, her coach not really caring to push the limits too far etc.

These events all put a lot of strain on Ren and the only way she could truly cope was becoming the mermaid she always felt she was. This also plays into feeling comfortable in your own skin and becoming who you were meant to be whether that’s a boy/girl or in this case a mermaid. Our physical bodies don’t always reflect what our soul feels we are and I think Ren describes herself really well in that context.

In the end of this book Ren stitches her legs together to grow her tail. This is of course to gain her full mermaid potential but the idea only forms after she gets disqualified from a much needed win. When you put that much pressure on yourself to be the best and know your coach and teammates all rely on you it can do a lot of harm. This is when I wish that someone would have stepped in and done more for Ren instead of letting her self isolate as she did.

Overall I did enjoy this book, Ambiguous ending and all. I am still going back and forth on if Ren found her mermaid family or if she passed away. But regardless of my endless questions this book has a lot of great commentary that I think everyone is one way or another can benefit from. Please read the trigger warnings before reding this though, it gets dark and lonely!

“How was I supposed to differentiate between the pain due to the concussion and the pain due to the agony of everyday human life?”
Jade Song, Chlorine

QOTD: If mermaids were real would you want to be one?

Book Review: “Glow Of The Everflame” By Penn Cole

Immediately after finishing the first book in this series I dove right into the second. The cliff hanger at the end of book one might have been predictable but it did its job well as I am very intrigued as to what happens inside those palace walls.

“Perhaps, for the right person, we endure the pain, because the torture of never having them at all is the more unbearable fate.”
Penn Cole, Glow of the Everflame

“Spark Of The Everflame” Full Review

*Possible spoilers ahead*

About The Book

Author: Penn Cole

Publisher: Atria Books

Published Date: July 18th, 2023

Page Count: 610 Pages

Main Genre: Romantasy

GoodReads Rating: 4.34

Format: E-Book

“It’s a reminder that no challenge can destroy the parts of us that truly matter. We’re not reborn in the flames. We’re revealed.”
Penn Cole, Glow of the Everflame

Synopsis

An unexpected gift offers the power to change everything. Keeping it could cost Diem her life.

The threat of war has arrived at Diem’s doorstep, along with a new discovery that could save her people. To use it, she must survive the next thirty days by forming a devil’s bargain with the people she hates the royal family of House Corbois.

But as she dives into the world of the Descended elite, Diem quickly realizes good and evil aren’t as simple as they seem. Old prejudices are challenged, and new loyalties blur the line between friend and foe.

Meanwhile, her mother is still missing, and the secrets she left behind can no longer be ignored—and neither can the Guardians and their demands. Caught between an old flame and a sizzling new spark, Diem must confront the truth about who she is and what she wants before time runs out.

War is coming, and dangerous enemies wait on all sides.. but the most deadly battle Diem faces may be the one for her heart.

Synopsis From GoodReads

“Burn, my Queen. Glow so bright, the darkness trembles.”
Penn Cole, Glow of the Everflame

Rating

Review

I had a false hope that wearing the crown would force Diem to make better choices. She claims her choices are for the betterment of all but girl your emotions are going to get everyone killed.

This book started to feel more YA than Adult and I think that is the main reason why this got a lower rating than the first book. I just really expected more from Diem now that she became queen but maybe that wasn’t fair of me to expect.

While the World building and politics were amazing and kept me interested in the book The character growth was still not up to my standards, at least not for Diem. If any of our characters had strong developmental growth it would have to be Teller. Teller really stepped into his role towards the end of this book and I appreciated getting to interact with him more.

Every decision Diem was making I was saying “ohhhh Girl, no.” I just really need her to step up and make some decent choices for once and not just giving in or giving up. She really needed to practice her magic but was acting like a baby whenever she did. Going into the challenging felt useless to me cause she clearly can’t use her powers. I truly believe the only way she could destroy her opponent is because of the goddess herself. I just needed more from Diem herself and not just pure luck from being “The Chosen One.”

The ending of this book really pissed me off as well because I completely saw every step of it coming. Diem is her own worse enemy which bleeds into basically sabotaging the whole world.

My only wish is that we see more of her and Luther and less of them fighting. If she self sabotages this relationship anymore I might freak out. He literally tells her the most romantic and cute things and she just doesn’t let herself see his intentions, its annoying! Please no more Henri, nothing about that relationship is interesting.

“That if a man made you doubt whether his love for you would survive anything, he does not deserve you.”
Penn Cole, Glow of the Everflame

QOTD: At what point do you start to DNF?

Book Review: “Spark Of The Everflame” By Penn Cole

I remember seeing these books pop up all over the book spaces early in 2025 and deciding I would not be falling for the hype. Well this was the official last book I read in 2025 and I am not upset about it, but was the hype really worth it?

“If you cannot be stronger, be smarter. Choose both your battles and your enemies with care. Know when to flee a fight to win a war.”
Penn Cole, Spark of the Everflame

About The Book

Author: Penn Cole

Publisher: Atria Books

Published Date: June 1st, 2023

Page Count: 438 Pages

Main Genre: Romantasy

GoodReads Rating: 4.17

Format: EBook

“You think I fear my own death?” he whispered in my ear. “Every day I draw breath is as much a curse as a gift. I’ve been living on borrowed time for longer than you can imagine. If you’re the way my fate finally catches up to me, I can’t fathom a more beautiful end.”
Penn Cole, Spark of the Everflame

Synopsis

In a mortal world colonized by the gods and ruled over by the Descended, their cruel offspring, Diem Bellator yearns to escape the insular life of her poor village.

Her mother’s sudden disappearance—and the discovery of a dangerous secret about her past—offer Diem an unexpected opportunity to enter the dark world of Descended royalty and unlock the web of mysteries her mother left behind.

With the dying King’s handsome, mysterious heir watching her every move, and a ruthless mortal alliance recruiting her to join the growing civil war, Diem will have to navigate the unwritten rules of love, power, and politics in order to save her family—and all of mortalkind.

Synopsis From GoodReads

“Hope without reason is… it’s cruel.”
Penn Cole, Spark of the Everflame

Rating

Review

I remember trying the first chapter of this book maybe 8 or so months ago and not immediately connecting with the book and putting it down. I am not really sure why I gravitated to this book as my next read but I am glad that I did.

There is always a part of me that hates to pick up the hyped books as I want a unique experience at times but I always feel the FOMO at some point. What if the hype is truly worth while? I could be missing out on one of my all time favorite books!

With all of that said I did enjoy my time reading this book, for the most part.

The world building was probably my favorite part of this book. The world seems beautiful and complex. The politics of this world seemed to pique my interest and kept me wanting to know more.

The magic system is still a bit hazy to me as we don’t dive too much into that aspect yet in this book but I am interested to learn more for sure.

The part that I struggled with was quite literally just our main character. Diem is honestly so annoying. I am struggling to want to root for her as every decision she makes just makes me angry. And I understand that not all main characters need to be or should be likable but it makes me more invested in the story if they are.

What really saved this book is the side characters. I love Diems family, her brother and father both have interesting side stories that we vaguely hear about that I am dying to know more! Also Luther, our MMC, is swoon worthy! I feel the romantic tension steaming off of him at every turn.

I think this series has a lot of potential! There is so much we don’t yet know about or might only have small snippets of information at our grasp that keeps you coming back to the pages. This book left off on a pretty big cliff hanger, all be it a pretty predictable cliff hanger, that made me immediately download the next book. So despite my hate for Diem I think I will probably finish this series sooner rather than later.

“Don’t choose a mediocre life for a mediocre man. Go be exceptional. If he’s worth it, he won’t judge you. And if he’s really the one, he’ll come along for the ride.”
Penn Cole, Spark of the Everflame

QOTD: If a main character is annoying in your eyes do you DNF a book or push through?

Book Review: “Atmosphere” By Taylor Jenkins Reid

Taylor Jenkins Reid has been an auto buy author for me ever since I read The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo. Most all of her books are 4 stars or more for me and this one was no different! I was planning on waiting to read this one for a little bit longer as I had just finished Carrie Sotto Is Back not too long ago but I am very glad I didn’t wait.

“Bravery is being unafraid of something other people are afraid of. Courage is being afraid, but strong enough to do it anyway.”
Taylor Jenkins Reid, Atmosphere

About The Book

Author: Taylor Jenkins Reid

Publisher: Ballantine Books

Published Date: June 3rd, 2025

Page Count: 352 Pages

Main Genre: Historical Fiction

GoodReads Rating: 4.35

Format: Audio Book

Synopsis

Joan Goodwin has been obsessed with the stars for as long as she can remember. Thoughtful and reserved, Joan is content with her life as a professor of physics and astronomy at Rice University and as aunt to her precocious niece, Frances. That is, until she comes across an advertisement seeking the first women scientists to join NASA’s space shuttle program. Suddenly, Joan burns to be one of the few people to go to space.

Selected from a pool of thousands of applicants in the summer of 1980, Joan begins training at Houston’s Johnson Space Center, alongside an exceptional group of fellow candidates: Top Gun pilot Hank Redmond and scientist John Griffin, who are kind and easygoing even when the stakes are highest; mission specialist Lydia Danes, who has worked too hard to play nice; warmhearted Donna Fitzgerald, who is navigating her own secrets; and Vanessa Ford, the magnetic and mysterious aeronautical engineer, who can fix any engine and fly any plane.

As the new astronauts become unlikely friends and prepare for their first flights, Joan finds a passion and a love she never imagined. In this new light, Joan begins to question everything she thinks she knows about her place in the observable universe.

Then, in December of 1984, on mission STS-LR9, it all changes in an instant.

Synopsis From GoodReads

Rating

“Happiness is so hard to come by. I don’t understand why anyone would begrudge anyone else for managing to find some of it.”
Taylor Jenkins Reid, Atmosphere

Review

I saw this book all over tiktok and youtube with people sobbing an that sold the book for me. I try and stay clear of emotional books unless I know I am ready to cry. The audiobook really laid into my emotions and had my husband concerned for my wellbeing as I sobbed “Just let people Love who they want to love!”.

The characters were all so well written. I finished this book knowing each character and their motivations very well which I feel has been lacking for me in some recent reads.

The relationship that Joan had with her niece was honestly my favorite part of this book. This storyline was probably the one that I felt the most connected to. I seriously felt for Frances, she was such a sweet young girl stuck in a situation she never should have been in. My heart hurts for this girl!

Getting to dip my toes into space and all the work that goes into being an astronaut was mind blowing. Taylor really went into this book with some knowledge of the topic and it shows. I really appreciate when you can see the research the author does in order to write their books.

The romance in this book gave slow burn vibes in the best way. I really enjoyed exploring the relationship alongside our two characters and seeing the growth that Joan went through personally along the way.

The ending was so great but I was dying for more! My audiobook said 10 minuets left and I was like wait…. that can’t be it… Please, give me more Taylor!

“You make my life worth something. And I can promise you with my entire body that you will never be alone. Every day, you can wake up and go to bed knowing there is someone whose heart is bursting, barely able to contain how much they love you. I know you’re my niece, Frances. But you have always, too, been mine.”
Taylor Jenkins Reid, Atmosphere

Book Review: “First Time Caller” By B.K. Borison

This book came out earlier this year and I had bought a copy of the book pretty close to the release date due to all the great reviews. I am not sure why I didn’t read it immediately as I was reading a ton of books at the beginning of this year but I guess it just kept getting pushed out of my mind.

I am currently in the middle of moving and unpacking my new house so I needed a gripping audio book to listen to that would keep me motivated to keep moving. This book was the perfect read for that!

“I want to feel something when I connect with someone. I want sparks. The good kind, you know? I want to laugh and mean it. I want goose bumps. I want to wonder what my date is thinking about and hope it might be me. I want…I want the magic.”
B.K. Borison, First-Time Caller

About The Book

Author: B.K. Borison

Publisher: Berkley

Published Date: February 11th, 2025

Page Count: 448 Pages

Main Genre: Romance

GoodReads Rating: 3.97

Format: Audio

“When the whole world tells you you’re silly for wanting the things you want, you start to believe them. You start to think you’re not worth it. That if the things you’re waiting for do exist, they’re not for someone like you.”
B.K. Borison, First-Time Caller

Synopsis

Aiden Valentine has a secret: he’s fallen out of love with love. And as the host of Baltimore’s romance hotline, that’s a bit of a problem. But when a young girl calls in to the station asking for dating advice for her mom, the interview goes viral, thrusting Aiden and Heartstrings into the limelight.

Lucie Stone thought she was doing just fine. She has a good job; an incredible family; and a smart, slightly devious kid. But when all of Baltimore is suddenly scrutinizing her love life-or lack thereof—she begins to question if she’s as happy as she thought. Maybe a little more romance wouldn’t be such a bad thing.

Everyone wants Lucie to find her happy ending… even the handsome, temperamental man calling the shots. But when sparks start to fly behind the scenes, Lucie must make the final call between the radio-sponsored happily ever after or the man in the headphones next to her.

Synopsis From GoodReads

“It feels like every time I get my hopes up for something good, reality comes out swinging. I don’t know how to be a hopeful person anymore.”
B.K. Borison, First-Time Caller

Rating

“I don’t concern myself with the fragile egos of men.”
B.K. Borison, First-Time Caller

Review

This book was such a fun listen! I was constantly kicking my feet and giggling. The whole plot was just super cute and romantic. I think most girls dream of a moment like this to happen to them.

I adore the family dynamics this book represents. The single mom looking for love, The baby daddy who is still very supportive all the way down to the teenager who loves her parents wholeheartedly. I love how open and honest the parents are with their daughter. It felt like a dream family dynamic.

I appreciate a slightly grumpy MMC who doesn’t think he is worthy of love. They always open up in the greatest ways. Aiden was the perfect MMC for this book and I really enjoyed seeing him grow more comfortable with our FMC. Even just the relationships he has with his coworkers is really sweet. But let me be honest, I didn’t love his audiobook Narrators voice… That is for sure a me problem though so don’t let that sway you on reading the book or not.

I really liked how our FMC held strong to what she believed and wanted. When it came to her daughter she was protective but loving which I loved. You knew that she would do anything for her daughter even if that meant not dating for the time being to be their for her child.

The banter in this book was top tier! I was captivated by the way these two interact and instantly felt their connection. I really enjoyed the slower burn of the romance. Seeing them pine for each other made the book just that much better.

I am excited to continue reading books from this author. I think I could have a new favorite on the horizon!

“For the hopeless romantics. And the reluctant ones too.”
B.K. Borison, First-Time Caller

Book Review: “When She Returned” By Lucinda Berry

This book has been on my TBR for a few years. It was gifted to me by a friend so it honestly should have been read a long time ago. The synopsis of this book used one of my favorite key words “cult” so I was really excited to be reading this as my first spooky book of the season.

“The problem with having a fairy-tale relationship story was how much other people were invested in keeping the fairy tale alive. It wasn’t just our story—it was everyone’s.”
Lucinda Berry, When She Returned

About The Book

Author: Lucinda Berry

Publisher: Thomas & Mercer

Published Date: October 15th, 2019

Page Count: 239 Pages

Main Genere: Thriller

GoodReads Rating: 3.97

Format: Physical

“It’s just the small-town mentality of people not liking change and being resistant to anything that doesn’t fall within their traditional ideologies.”
Lucinda Berry, When She Returned

Synopsis

Kate Bennett vanished from a parking lot eleven years ago, leaving behind her husband and young daughter. When she shows up at a Montana gas station, clutching an infant and screaming for help, investigators believe she may have been abducted by a cult.

Kate’s return flips her family’s world upside down—her husband is remarried, and her daughter barely remembers her. Kate herself doesn’t look or act like she did before.

While the family tries to help Kate reintegrate into society, they discover truths they’ve been hiding from each other about their own relationships. But they aren’t the only ones with secrets. As the family unravels what happened to Kate, a series of shocking revelations shows that Kate’s return is more sinister than any of them could have imagined.

Synopsis From GoodReads

“Once you’ve told a story so many times, it just becomes the truth.”
Lucinda Berry, When She Returned

Rating

Review

I have read one other book from this author “The Perfect Child” and that book was a 5 star read so I was really hopeful this one would be ranked high. But sadly I was actually wrong.

While I did enjoy the fact that this book was centered around a cult, I did find the plot very predictable.

I was struggling to find enough interest to keep me turning the page. I found my phone more interesting which really sucked! When I sit down with a thriller I am looking for a page turner, a book that I just can’t put down!

We had four main characters whom I liked enough at the beginning and understood the motivations behind them but towards the middle of the book I was finding the characters to be a bit annoying. I felt like we kept having the same conversations over and over again with nothing too exciting to add each time.

The best parts of this book were the “Then” flashbacks we got. I truly didn’t care for the “Now” Sections. Maybe I just want a full on cult book haha. But honestly I haven’t really liked dual timeline books in the past so I guess I am not that surprised.

Ultimately I probably will pick up another book by this author as I hope this was just an outlier in their writing or maybe my busy schedule just got in the way.

“One of the worst things you could do to someone in the midst of tragedy was to give them a cliche because the intensity of the loss was too big.”
Lucinda Berry, When She Returned